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Doar throw knives. should be interesting. 050805
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emmi why not darts? i'll hold the dartboard... 050805
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Doar putting band aids on i'm so-so at darts. and i really can't into shooting darts by myself.

it was a cool thing to discover my neighbor makes his own throwing knives. how is that for coincidence?

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neesh bloody scary, is how it sounds for a coincidence. your neighbour makes his own throwing knives for what exactly?? 050808
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z i used to throw bamboo chopsticks. at one time i could put them in sheetrock. 050808
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Doar he actually just makes knives in general. he gets requests from friends and relatives to make pen knives, hunting knives...etc...etc....

and he is a good guy overall. i'm not aware of any misguided doings with his knives. i think it's more of a skill to show off kind of thing.
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selfi understand 050809
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sab i_am_learning_to_dance_alone 050809
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megan step_back_into_the_light 050810
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factory reject live. 050810
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factory reject get along without you.

It's been so hard. I still stare at the stars, my stomach twisted in a knot, wondering where you are and what's become of you. Wondering if you are looking at those stars and thinking of me. Worrying. Praying. Wishing on every shooting star, at the end of every tunnel, and after every birthday cake candle is blown out, that you are safe. That the car accident wasn't so bad. That I'll hear from you again, and be able to see you.
I'm so tired of this uncertainty.
Every day without hearing from you seems like an eternity.
I wake up, checking my emails in the middle of the night- hoping you are back from wherever you went. Constantly lingering around my computer for some sign of you.
You promised me alot,
and I'm trusting you.
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andru235 admit that my spanish speaking skills are horrendous 051115
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TROUBLESUM be a better person 051116
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danny get the joke quicker

like the other guy's t-shirt that read

Liquor
she'll like it.



I laughed a few steps later.
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In_Bloom re balance
get up
Faster
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unhinged shut_the_door 090331
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jane knowing_my_limits
rid myself of expectations
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