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Doar when the sun is coming up in the city.

i miss the sun.

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Ouroboros what is real and what is my mind/brain. i know that my mind is my reality, as long as i'm in this body i am subject to mostly experience the world in relationship to my mind and thoughts, but there is still a difference between what is happening and what my mind twists things into. future-tripping too much. being vulnerable triggers all kinds of old programing, which makes me nervous about talking at all to anyone about anything important. i want to learn to have more tact in my dealing out the truth. 101021