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misstree i watch characters kiss,
feel where i should be
all heartswelled and happy,
and instead i am observing a curiosity,
not face pressed against a glass
but glancing from the street as i pass.

i don't know if i am
broken or cured,
or i both of these terms are meaningless,
and i just Am...

that's always the answer, isn't it?
slicing the apple a different way
is still slicing the apple
rather than contemplating it as a whole.

the final threads have been cut,
and that part of myself
pulled entirely within myself,
no more place for a mate.

a shame and good riddance
both at once.
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Lemon_Soda Yeah...that about sums it up. 070831
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unhinged all i know is life is easier alone

lonelier
sadder


but easier
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f Being alone is not necessarily lonely, what is lonely is being misunderstood or not being able to communicate feelings to people. Although I know some people truely are alone, some people have no one and the thought of that just makes me want to weep. 070902
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