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Flowers from Safeway So worried. I need a job.
So scared. So hungry.
Any day now I'll have to start selling my belongings again.
Maybe my lovely pc.
Then I would miss you all.
So lonely.
Flowers are wilting...
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minnesota_chris learning to live with nothing 030606
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a sweet girl learning to be human. 030606
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curious yet friendly just how much money do you need?
why can't you get it?
is there anything we can do to help?
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phil must poverty be an enemy
if I were rich you could live with me
but why must I be scared to die
you need someone to live against
unless you are ready no one can help you, likewise you too cannot help them
you can create your own path too exist
these rules are for the owned
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phil welcome to damnation
the exits never end
the begining is in the center
and death is a new way in
To contemplate, to have relaxation
and view it all from above
a way to avoid many fates
and in time become god
welcome to damnation
your chosen destination
this is the only way in
come out of contemplation
and try to relax a bit instead
mother fucker.
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phil own yourself and sell yourself
and then we'll be your friends
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a sweet girl nah...

the things you own end up owning you.

save your money and spend it on making your dreams your reality, instead.
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phil can you own stock while in prison? 030607
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the one who desires haha curious makes me laugh.
and wonder too.
i'll be getting one hundred bucks soon.
i'd be willing to donate it to a better cause then myself.
no one should ever have to sell their computer!
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Freak or maybe just paranoid 030929
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. my veins pump paranoia 040713
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minnesota_chris it got me up at 4:30 this morning. Mmm, fear wakes you up better than coffee. 040714