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di luce As much as I despise this city for all it represents for me, there's times when I just love that Southern California sunshine. Sometimes things just feel laid back, and hip. You can't find that many places in suburbia. But here - for whatever reason - you can find it. 030206
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endless desire it's beautiful on days. clear days with cool wind, when the world smiles. i can't stand this place, but i'll miss the way world feels on this side of earth when i leave it. on my little plot of land.

somedays the sun blinds, though. sunshine. . .how can you put sorrow into sunshine? but how can something so blinding be portrayed in such a simple sense? days that are hot. air that is thick. a world that glares back at me. a sun that glares back at me.

what if i told you i lived where the sun glares all the time?
i hope you would buy me sunglasses.

what if i told you i lived where the it was dark all the time?
i hope you would buy me a flashlight.

see: La
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eraser *the.
it's a nice word, but i didn't mean to put it there.
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counterentity it's only when it's gone that you realize how wonderful it truly is. 030829