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snake_oil_salesman
stork daddy he still doesn't know how he does it. how he is able to present himself as confident, and self-assured. girls have loved him, do love him, he's been desired, and yet...who would desire him if they saw his anxiety, could hear his heart right now, his inability to surrender gracefully to sleep. if they knew how he needed a cigarette, and how he would subsequently feel sick after having one. he was always, and this is being generous, passing off polished silver as platinum. having to get up the energy to pretend he deserves life for yet another day. snake oil? no maam, not here. this'll lubricate your joints it will. you'll be able to walk the world and back. 050929