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| so fucking lost |
the world is gone odd and i cant make sence of it. or maybe that it makes all too much sence and that scares me just as much. all this stuff happens cos nothing fucking matters everything is specs of fucking dust, there is no reason for anything. its all fucking just a string of things that happen. mistakes. accidents. and im just another fucking insignificate germ lifeform on a planet that is oblivious to the things crawling blinding on its surface welcome to the flats. i hate. you know how everything is made of atoms and all the atoms are constantly moving? yeah, well, i can see my atoms, and and theres nothing holding them together, and with each jitter they have, theyre pulling slowly further apart. soon i am going to come apart, like water, like hundreds of coloured ball bearings that cant keep theyre shape any longer. i dont like it. and theres not a thing i can do about it. |
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