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silence_kills_me
andie he left
just like that, he left
didn't yell or say what's wrong
just left...me
left me with these thoughts,
these doubts
and now he sits in there
not a word said since he got back
i don't need, don't want to hear
i'm sorry
have to hear i love you
i want to spend my life with you
a conversation, if you can call it that
over a friend calling for him
was short crisp
i can't do this
does he still want to see my face
in his mornings?
or is he content with the solitude
he has_____ right this moment
for me to leave for a while
will cause me agony
not knowing if he'll be here
when i get back

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