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elimeny what i should have done is nothing.
I should have walked away last time.
i shouldnt have had to say anything,
I should have never said anything
I should have walked away.

i need to learn to relax
i need to stop doing things,
i need to stop trying to fix everything,
i need to close my mouth,
my heart,
my eyelids,
and keep my skirt down.

why is it that what i need and what i want are so far apart?
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hate i need to close my mouth,
my heart,
my eyelids,
my legs
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elimeny much better. 030105