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lrig
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even though i wouldn't know how to phrase it
"er... hey.. wait up... um... so... despite my constant bitchiness towards you and telling you you're a fucktard every two and a half seconds or so...
um...
er...
uh...
you wanna...
like...
you know...
uh...
*cough*
*mumble*
do something sometime?
... y'know
movie... i dunno... heh... "
he's an asshole... i don't actually like him as a person or anything... there's no way he likes me...
but i really need to get over him
but if i tried, he'd probably be all
"what the fuck?"
and just laugh at me
cause that's the way he is
i think he just thinks i'm weird, occasionally amusing but meh
i dunno
*angst angst angst*
the idea of just saying "yeah, so i like you, so what?" appeals to me
(the same way i can just say "no way man" when my friends ask if i'm over him yet)
but it'd be all awkward in real life
and i don't trust him not to try to do some weird mindfuck thing or something
sigh.
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lrig
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just cause i want to show that i'm not some bloody kid who's all like
"omg i like him but i can't tell him giggle giggle sob"
and i want to do it because the idea of it scares the shit out of me
and i never have before
i'd like to think that if he asked me i'd say "yeah. so?"
but I don't know how to bring it up
and it's 11pm and I always come up with stupid shit like this at this time
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lrig
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maybe something more like
scrap of paper saying
"i like you. reciprocation not required."
-me
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lrig
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no way
it's a silly idea
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bad fairy
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Will you just do it already. Us fairies are notoriously impatient creatures you know. Just make it unthreatening and unambiguous. Don't forget he's secretly terrified. I can't work this angle all on my own you know...
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silly girl
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but... but... but...
so i'm afraid of rejection
or being laughed at
or whatever
*sigh*
he said i'm cool... do i get points for that?
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i would ask for advice,
except, you know,
i went ahead and did it already.
and i felt stupid.
but then he said yay,
as opposed to nay,
and
i haven't gotten another email from him
yet, so
what_happens_now?
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concha
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i didn't. and i didn't. and then i didn't some more.
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silly girl
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incongruity
incongruous
incongrousness
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051016
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bad fairy
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Ahem...I believe the words "thankyou for all your help bad fairy" were the ones you meant to use. And as for now...well that's not my department. I'm only in the enchantment business. As for the happy ever after you'll have to work that one out for yourselves. One piece of advice I would give. Never ever wait for his call/email etc. Just call him if you want to speak to him. It's that easy, honestly.
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051017
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that same
kid
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*sets up an altar to the bad fairy*
*burns incense, sacrifices some chocolate bars*
better?
:)
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051017
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bad fairy
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Much. All I ask is a little worship...
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051018
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that same kid
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And how should I begin?
Shall I say, I have gone at dusk through narrow streets
And watched the smoke that rises from the pipes
Of lonely men in shirt-sleeves, leaning out of windows?
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051122
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Should I, after tea and cakes and ices,
Have the strength to force the moment to its crisis?
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And would it have been worth it, after all,
After the cups, the marmalade, the tea,
Among the porcelain, among some talk of you and me,
Would it have been worth while,
To have bitten off the matter with a smile,
To have squeezed the universe into a ball
To roll it toward some overwhelming question,
To say: “I am Lazarus, come from the dead,
Come back to tell you all, I shall tell you all”—
If one, settling a pillow by her head,
Should say: “That is not what I meant at all.
That is not it, at all.”
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or as he'd phrase it
as he so eloquently does
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hahaha what the FUCK?
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