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shit_shit_shit
anne-girl i was supposed to go to my friend's play three hours ago and i totally forgot about it
damn
damn
i told her i'd go... i was going to... my mom reminded me three times... and i just forgot, got distracted by my shiny computer and never gave a second thought
what the hell's wrong with me? Why?
bloody hell
goes to call and apologize
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the anti-comb over boy i though this was a promo for the rush limbaugh show

you know he of the equatorial girth, considerable jowl meatus and r e a l l y
l o n g pauses. I think he feels it gives his pedestrian (no i won't say obtuse)commentary and "caustic" wit the sheen of the oracular. Geez. I'd almost listen to glen beck who rips off phil hendrie but has one perecent of the talent and imaginative genious of satirist phil hendrie
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poet where are you guys? i would be there for any one of you in a heartbeat, i'd do whatever you need. i'd do anything. because i love you.

but right now i need you. just be my friends, so i can feel like someone cares about me. you never call_me. and maybe you love me like i love you, but how am i to know that? i dont think youve ever really done anything to suggest it.

or maybe im just being melodramatic. either way i feel like shit.
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