she_wont_stop_yelling
bethany
not
even
to
the
phone
barely
in
the
door
SHUT
THOSE
FUCKING
LIGHTS
OFF
shes
mad
at
the
world
the
world
is
her
bane
SHES
A
MISERABLE
WHORE
then
she
blames
me
for
running
away
wonder
if
she'll
blame
liza
too
STOP
FUCKING
YELLING
AT
ME
you're
the
one
who's
not
happy
i'm
trying
to
get
past
that
030117
...
gay gizmo
keep
your
head
high
.
you
are
not
our
mother
.
you
will
never
be
.
you
cant
control
her
absurdness.
her
undeniable
lunacy
.
you
will
be
a
better
mother
than
she
is
.
love
her
all
the
same
030202
...
unhinged
on
weekends,
my
cat
would
sit
outside
my
bedroom
door
howling
her
head
off
expecting
to
be
fed
at
the
same
time
on
saturday
that
she
was
monday
through
friday
.
if
my
brother
left
his
door
open
,
she
would
wander
in
there
and
yell
at
him
.
especially
as
she
got
older
,
she
bothered
him
because
his
bed
was
just
matresses
on
the
floor
and
she
could
get
in
his
face
even
when
she
couldn't
jump
up
on
things
anymore
.
sometimes
he
would
get
up
,
pick
up
the
cat
,
and
bring
her
in
my
room
and
shut
my
door
.
the
saturday
morning
family
struggle
to
see
who
would
get
up
and
go
downstairs
to
feed
the
cat
;
eventually
one
of
us
would
do
it
just
because
it
was
the
only
way
to
get
the
cat
to
shut
up
.
090602
...
minnesota_chris
feeding
the
cat
in
the
morning
always
makes
them
happier
.
Even
if
there's
already
food
in
the
dish
.
Cats
are
weird
psychological
animals
.
090603
...
Ouroboros
the
mean
bitch
in
my
mind
who
yells
at
me
-
how
ugly
and
fat
and
stupid
and
worthless
and
undeserving
I
am
.
enough
already
.
090605
