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squint likes ani d. she says, "forget what you have to do,
pretend there's nothing
outside this room."
like an idea
she came to me
but she came too late
or maybe too soon.
said please try not to love me
close your eyes,
i'm turning on the light.
you know i have no vacancy
and its awfully cold outside tonight
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hey now! likes ani d. too and the rain stains the brick a darker red
slowly im rolling out of the bed
and the rain the streets a darker black
i dressed my face in stone
cuz i cant go back
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silentbob huge ani fan i am walking out in the rain and i am listening to the low moan of the dial tone again and i am getting nowhere with you but i can't let go and i can't get through

ani_difranco
Both_hands
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Photophobe loves everclear heartspank dollarsign 020501
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phil I know what it is to dead, what a stupid bitch 020502
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bethany sure me too
but i dont say

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just the thought of our bed
makes me crumble
like the plaster
where you punched the wall beside my head

if you're not angry
then you're stupid
or you just dont care
how else can you react
when you know
something's so unfair
when the men of the hour
can kill half the world in war
or make them slaves
to the superpower
and let them die poor
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little wonder We were talking about the girls. How the girls are all seemingly content with themselves. She said "It's kind of weird how we all have boys..."

I kind of smiled. "Yeah."
She must have detected something in my voice. I didn't mean for it to be there.

"You still have him, Jessi. I know you do." she beams this little Sophie smile at me and I nod, and roll that over in my head.

Sometimes I believe her but most of the time I'm just waiting for the worst. Then at least I'm not too dissapointed.
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angie check out this song by howie day...its good stuff
"sweet is the sight, of her room, window opened by candle light"
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shutter-bug me "thanks for coming"
her "thank you" and with those words my addiction is revisited, my fire rekindled
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sabbie
dear baby jesus,
bring me a new body
this one is old and broken and worn in all the wrong places.
i wouldn't wear that in any of the right places
i wonder where the right place is
to warn her.
she
she
she knew
and she
she
she
didn't care

she couldn't find enough
to care
she couldn't find
anything in there.

and it's kind of a shame
because i did like that dress . . .
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Ivory She says it doesn't really matter to her if you care or don't care or should care or hair care.

She says, "I'll be fine without you. Don't flatter yourself that I need you too much."

She says she wishes you well, the best of luck. She says she hopes all of your dreams come true.

She rarely means what she says. I should know, for what she says, I say, too.
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