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she's_staring_at_the_lake
she she's lying on a rock
she's thinking about life
life is like object-oriented programming, she realises
or vice versa
introspective
the water ripples
ducks, a heron (!)
it's night
a bridge, lit up to the left
an airplane, overhead... (it's gorgeous, she thinks, lights blinking and flashing, so magical)
couples walk above, holding hands

she calms her thoughts, tries to absorb the stillness
slows down
thinks properly for the first time in days

...

she gets up, walks towards the park

"took you long enough" says her friend
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kyree she's staring at the lake. at your reflection. the one that is just out of reach.


she is looking across. and sees the boy who she cannot touch. who she can just barely see.

who she loves so deeply.


i can't wait for the day that you tell me you love me.. and i can see it in your eyes.
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misstree and tears well
for the beauty
and the feeling of home.
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