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on a day i wasnt doing so good.
i havent spoken to her in a year or more.
i miss you my angel, was the first thing she said to me
ahh babe, i said, i miss you too
i love you, she said to me
i love you too little one, i told her
how are you doing since you left him i asked
better knowing you are in my world, she said.
i was thinking about you the other day i told her
i was thinking about you too she said. you know, she said, next time we think about eachother, we should do something about it, so that the other one knows. we should call each other more often love.
i miss you silvermae, i told her, my voice breaking
i miss you too she said
and the warmth in her voice held me close.
a week later or so, i thought of her
and smsed her to tell her so.
nothing.
a week after that, i collected a bunch of beautiful things into an envelope
and sent them to her.
radio_silence insued
and my heart broke a little further.
my current theory was
she was drunk when she rang me.
and that may be harsh
but im feeling a little bitter
i wish she'd never called at all
to tell me such beautiful words.
its always colder
when you've stood near the fire,
even if it was only
for a few minutes.
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