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shawn's_message_to_nobody
Thyartshallshant To those who think of not only the most basic of things, but the complicated ones too, but still live life as simply as possible... To those that embrace being different, not only to their enemies, but to their friends one in the same... To the tortured, the people who think they are tortured, and those who want to be tortured... And to those who live life labeled, and don't give a shit anyway because life's too short...

Well, you're probally like me.

And while people will always try to bring us down lower than we belong, and at the same damn time people will always try to lift us up higher than we belong too, I know you and me both know where we belong, and thats together.

Now if you only knew I existed, and if I only knew who you were and where to find you, we could meet, be shy, become attracted, be more shy yet, make jokes, become friends, realize our mutual affection for each other, still be shy, stay friends for years, get into other relationships, grow apart, find each others friendship again after rough times, still be friends, and then end up wishing that we were smart enough to recognize are connectedness years before, but were too stupid to think that maybe our gut feelings were right about each other.

Isn't that how it always works out for you and me and the people like us?
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p2 if a message is written
to nobody
and nobody reads it
has it been delivered?

and if somebody reads it
is it then
undelivered?

don't worry
i didn't bother reading it
afterall
it's not to me

unless you consider me
a nobody
in which case
let me know
so i can come back to read this
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Thyartshallshant Maybe I should have written "to nobody in particular". You could probally interchange nobody with anybody and have it mean the same damn thing. The idea is that it is written to no one person, but to anybody who understands what im saying. Which, at times, feels like nobody. 021130
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my name it means nothing ah yes,
I always want someone to be alone_with
know what I mean?
then we can be alone_together
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