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puredreamrequiem Shatter

Cry
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unhinged meditated and wept
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and as soon as i tried to transform my own pain
as soon as i visualized love for myself
like arms wrapped around
the bitter choking tears
started to come on down







i think it's a good sign though
that this happens everytime i sit
wept
shedding light in the dark corners
how shabby and shrunken
i've let some of it get over the years
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unhinged bitter


for once i would like
not to be disappointed
by giving someone a second chance
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