share_this_with_me
Nirvanic Blind
I've
been
jumping
from
chat
room
to
chat
room
looking
for
someone
to
talk
to
but
its
useless
.
I
feel
like
I
need
to
talk
to
someone
but
no
one
seems
to
be
good
enough
.
I
just
need
to
feel
some
sort
of
intimacy
.
Small
talk
does
nothing
for
me
.
I
need
to
share
something
with
someone
.
I've
been
up
all
night
trying
to
figure
out
this
void
I'm
feeling
.
I
guess
I
have
to
start
somewhere
so
.....I
haven't
had
a
g
/f
in
about
a
year
and
not
even
sex
is
intimate
for
me
anymore
.
WHOA
,
maybe
I
should
bring
it
down
a
notch.
I
wonder
why
it's
so
hard
for
me
to
feel
any
kind
of
intimacy
with
anyone
?
It
sux
to
be
so
far
away
.
031213
...
pipedream
a
girlfriend
is
not
the
only
intimate
relationship
you
can
have
y'know.
031213
...
Nirvanic Blind
of
course
.
I
was
just
using
that
as
an
example
.
I'm
also
very
antisocial
so
it's
hard
to
make
friends
. Ironically,
as
much
as
I
want
to
talk
to
people
,
I
can
never
think
of
anything
to
say
.
I
seem
to
want
to
rush
things
too
quickly
,
or
I
talk
about
things
alot
of
others
couldn't
relate
to
.
Sometimes
I
don't
even
care
if
they
understand
.
I'd
just
like
to
express
myself
without
being
judged
.
031215
...
pipedream
tell
me
'
bout
it
....i
hate
it
when
the
bridge
between
my
thoughts
and
what
i
say
suddenly
decides
to
disintegrate
...sometimes
i'm
sparkling
with
with
and
lovely
vocab
,
and
some
times
i'm
sitting
there
desperately
trying
to
think
of
ANYTHING
that
i
could
say
...ugh
031215
