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sometimes I feel that I am loving and loved in a shadow of a memory.
not questioning the sincerity, but wondering the percentage of heart and mind that are truly happy with the me who is here now in the absence of the they who was there before me.
ugly_insecurities
I don't always feel this way.
I feel loved and wanted. I am grateful for this and what I do have and receive. I just feel insecure sometimes... like a cat who rolls over and flicks you away with her tail then gets bummed out when you go do something else.
unjustified_emotions
and I understand I guess, if it is that way, I've felt it before. but not with you.
I_hope_I_make_you_happy
or at least help as much as I can to bring_a_smile_to_your_heart
I hope that this shadow of a memory has grown its own wonderful span of life and love since... I hope they are well and loved and at peace.
I hope that some day you too are at peace with these shadows.
I have my own shadows to let sun shine into, too.
maybe together we can bring light to the dark.
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