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bensgirl What i wanna be don't want me
What i try to be denies me
But for the life of me
Can't seem to find in me
The courage
To just be me
But still i fiend
Like thaty addict begging
At my knees
And still i cry
Like tears falling from an empty sky
And still i try
To hide my face
When a smile breaks
Finds a place
Where it ought not to be
This is me
And i hunger
Dear lord, i hunger
For that peace
Sweet sanity
Oh, sweet sanity
The police harass me in my dreams
Telling me love is out to get me
Gonna rip my beating heart open
Gonna tie me to a rope and
Hang me out to dry
While they lie
Make my murder look like a suicide
Yeah, my heads real crazy at night
Because, What i want to be don't want me
And What i try to be denies me
And for the life of me
Can't seem to find in me
The courage
To just be me
And i anit weak
No, i anit weak
Just can't be weak
While i try to piece
Just try to piece this shattered dream
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