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I have this neighbour, and he is the most spiritual person I've met, pretty well versed in all the old mystic religions, and still a very commited christian, but as I later found out, even the most well-intentioned Christian is still plagued with inconsistancies, that the rest of us are willing to admit to. Anyway, I used to love hearing what he had to say about everything and anything, especially when I was stoned. One night we were sitting in my back yard, really trashed, and he told me that sometimes he feels as if God is speaking through me. I was shocked and honestly flattered. I told him how I felt about him. The next night we fooled around in his bedroom and it was great, very passionate. But the next day he had some weird atack of conscience and we decided not to do it again. I wasn't too unset. It was like that for about 2 weeks, on off fooling around. Then finally one night we had really great sex. The next day, I get a text message from him saying something like, "that can never happen again, I need to be responsible for my spirit and grow up, my heart is being castrated by God and I will pray for both of us, it is very painful" oh well, that was the end of us I guess. I tried talking to him afterwards but he's too stubborn and probably deep in his denial of his sexual instincts. I kinda miss talking to him though.
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