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laced can you ever forgive me for the state i'm in? 041126
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laced only eighteen having to choose between love and a fix, too alone in this world, yet not alone. Intent on having the best anxieties, not knowing just how to stop it when I should. Lost in the halls of Hell trying to find my way back to the big door where we all came in. Trembling for my sanity, cannot escape the cat toying with my life. You should see the things i've seen. 041127
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laced despite maintaining a heroic ability to be utterly useless with women, I love you and your great way of forgetting. See, I have come a long way, it used to be that I would say, "lonely as I am, still can't bring myself to say I love you." 041127
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fix 041129
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laced I belong to a generation that inherited disbelief in the Christian faith and created in itself a disbelief in all other faiths
:Fernando Pessoa
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laced Forming a noose from the peices of a thread thin faith, losing all my belief whispering into my own clasped hands, praying to the God that weighs heavily upon my shoulders 041208
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suicidalchinadoll do you know how? 041208
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laced Found myself at seventeen wondering what happened to the boy whose only dream was to sit still listening to Coltrane bring softA love supreme”. Thought about killing myself because cocaine is like being with someone you love and I had not slept for days watching the sky take twelve hour turns at God wonderful and sane as I was 041221
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laced because a man without hope is a man without a soul 050315
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sahba you think 050315
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laced actually

it's the other way around

a manm without a soul is

a man without hope
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