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Amithyst Sey Blade
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i fell for you
and i didn't want to
so i denied
told my friend
she told me that
you liked me too
so i denied
didn't want to admit it
afraid it was too soon
you're my bestest friend
how did i swoon?
the phone rang
i answered
it was you
20 questions asked
what could i do?
ended up telling you
really really how i felt
then you said
"as for me, it's you"
right out of the blue
i felt my stomach flip
and a tear fall down my cheek
kept it on the down low
said we'll take it slow
missing each other
and the summer is just too long
how long will this last?
or are my feelings a reflection of the past?
secret fear inside
don't want to break down and cry
but we'll always be friends
may take a while to mend
thanks for always being there
*waits for the phone to ring in my dream*
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farmfish
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reads like cadellaca or quasi lyrics with a sleater-kinney beat.
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silentbob
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i see where youd get that
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frAnk
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frank_unhinged
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ClairE
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dreaming of the time
keep it tucked inside my heart
for now i'm just stepping out of the cloud
descending the stairs to plant my feet firmly on ground
looking around at so many available faces, bodies, murmur, scent
letting myself be content with no_touch
at night i dream of you
once we ran away
once it ended with the sweetest kiss i have known, awake_or_dreaming
there is also someone i feast my eyes on in class
i have never admired hair_like_spun_gold before
but now i sit so close to her i can see each bobby pin
there is something yearning and searching within me and i don't know what to make of it. it is waking up refreshed from a long sleep. it is the sun shining in my eyes. i laugh, i smile, i pass notes. i come home and listen to led_zeppelin. i think what's growing and newborn in my heart bears the image of my own face.
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jane
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can't divulge myself
because i don't want to
chase myself
into it
like i did before
ruin it
like i have done
i want to
be with you
listen to squarepusher
:the future of jazz:
and wrap you in my arms
it's a secret
i'm sure will be
divulged soon
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im secretly in love with sabbie
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Please Recycle
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unhinged
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ClairE
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[This always reminds me of in_love_with_someone_else.]
It must truly be a new point in my life. The winds are blowing away all the thoughts that ground me and language is opening up new horizons. Old friends bring new truths.
I think it's been there all along, dude. What else could I do but hide and deny it? I had to hide it from myself.
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I think jane is secretly in love with me
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werewolf
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she only keeps the secrets she wants kept
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jane
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well
i don't know who you are
but probably not
the person i'm in love with
is in california
& does not know about blather
i could be in love with you
but i dont' know who you are
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falling_alone
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though not really, everyone else seems to know
but i'm not sure how you feel
i dont want to ruin the friendship, i won't act, i'll wait for you.
i'd rather keep you as a crush than to find this feeling is fake.
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unhinged
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.
and of course
when i put it out there
you were like lightening with
the cut_and_run
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laxed
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I was never certain how or why (though I had a working theory)
It didn't happen in the conventional way
It was hard to imagine anything good coming of my telling you
So I didn't
I waited
To see what would happen, mostly with me
And it wore off
The love simply died
Problem solved, I guess
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unhinged
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i shoulda kept it a secret. telling people how i feel has never amounted to anything good.
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