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trixie
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Gonna make me a star?
Never take that line before
Just doing my business, don't bother me
I'll haul my own load thank you very much
Oh
One drink
Only
One drink wouldn't hurt anyone
No one
especially me
Master of me
and all things me
I've got it all and I know it
One drink
So ha
Standing my ground
Keeing cool
Looking around
Nobody's fool
One drink down and look where I am
Supposedly on my own two feet
but secretly in your hand
Standing waiting looking breathing
Waiting
wanting
needing
feeling
Are you the man that solves the link?
The fate has sealed in this last drink
I am cute and funny and a perfect figure eight
A nice Jewish girl who temps the fate
And a smile and a wink
and a lie about class
and more about him
and my tight white ass
Standing there feeling Gilda all around
Wanting me to leave and stand my ground
He holds the carrot and makes me beg
He sees my eyes spin in my head
This easy dixie fuck knows what it's all about
But one drink to many
And she'll blow you right out
A smile
A laugh
A name
A drop
A wink
A beat
A heart
A hope
One prayer to God to save me in hell
She's not there so I still fell
The fight of many before and after
The fall of young firm girls
with dreams
and brains
but that one fatal flaw-
-someone to look up to, other than herself. And secret dreams, and plans, and jokes, and moves. That hasn't seen day but bursts at the chance to be free.
Another drink, one cab, three blocks, no problem
(It'll all look good in a memoir anyway.)
Winks
Money
Hints
Fear
Jokes
Names
Hope
Voids
Lies
Me
Him
Fuck that grape, I'll never put it in me again for anyone. not even them.
Then
A cab
Around the block
If you know what I mean
A first
An end
A shock
A loss
An end
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