blather
scream_to_the_heavens
endless desire "& we will all scream yay to the heavens"

nicotine soaked beauty queen
staring blindly at the tv screen,
saying, you'll be the wall between you & me
until i slide away on a diet soda dream//

-killer conscious rocks my windows
but she'll submit to muder two & twenty-five years.
i snuck by danger in a lock-shaped painting
& planted lightbulbs in a garden of tears.

[kiss me, darling//and i'll pray AMEN]
[kiss me, satan//and i'll love you all over again]

-when darkness falls, all actions seem disorted
as though sunshine promised sanity.
we've hosted jailbreaks but this one's been aborted:
the perfect crime & shameless motive seems to lack
OPPORTUNITY.

-this aint your tune, nor is it your soul search answer
(she's got you bidding by the pound)
you can blame it on the cops or blame it on the cancer,
but they still wonder why you're wearing her wedding gown.

12/11/06
061018
...
Chris aka Hopefully they will hear me this time. They need to turn down all those trumpets. Haha, I thought would be funny...but it wasn't so i will rephrase.

"Hopefully they will hear me this time."
061018
...
Emptyness Alive standing in the darknes screming my heart out waiting something to hit 061018
...
endless desire 12/11/05 ^^

woops...
061019