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sarah she makes me feel beautiful, but overly self-conscious;

like smiling, but like crying;

like hugging, but like pushing away;

i hate and love her, i know nothing not what i should ask of her.

her 'everything' is effortless, and i am stuck in my own coalmine, never breaking free of her influence. i can't do it anymore. i need to be set free, to fly. but how can i, when it is only she who can give me wings?

help. please?
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kriess It's okay, Sarah. Let her be completely nothing and everything all at the same time. It's okay to let things like this happen. Embrace the fears and the tears - it's ALL okay to do.
I hope I helped.
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sarah You did help. Thank you kindly. 011004
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kriess anytime. 011005