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falling_alone my reply goes here. i eagerly await yours...

i'm leading you further and further into the rabbit hole.
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RAB how does this work? arararar 070813
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RAB ho rah! 070813
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falling_alone silly boy.

i've created an underling...now's my chance to insert mechanical laughter here!
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RAB You've turned me into a vampire...it was you so long ago that bit me and turned me into what I am. 070813
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RAB Why didn't you tell me it was you? 070813
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falling_alone i was thinking this morning how its not so much that i want to do things, but be there with you.
even if you don't speak to me, look in my direction, i want to just bask in your presence.

the other night i felt utterly and completely as one with you.

stop bringing up what may happen in a few months. i want to think how we act now, sometimes i start to feel...well, i don't want to think about how i feel more to the point. I like reveling in the now.

touch me more often.
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falling_alone Do you even remember this? I wonder if you had realized I had kept writing here, on this site, that you would've caught glimpses of my uncertainty.

I wish nothing had changed, I wish everything had changed.
I told John the other day that I used to think of breaking up was like snapping a twig in half. Almost a clean break. But it's not, it like having to saw an arm or leg. Sawing through bone and muscle tissue till you're left with stump. With scar tissue, and you're left disfigured and ugly.
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