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you are perfect the way you were
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I wish things didn't turn out the way they did. I was an ass - a jerk - and a total bi-otch...
No matter where you are now, no matter what you're doing: just please forgive me.
I would really love to know that you are happy. I know there's no way for me to know, but I just hope you are.
There's something about you - whether you were there or not, you always made me smile - even when you think I was less-than-smiling at you. (that's a nice way of saying 'ignoring' - which you think I was doing. I noticed you – come on.... I couldn't ignore you if I tried, Ross. You always drove me wild).
Oh, Ross. I was a bad human being to you. I can never begin to apologize for that.
I never have to know if you can forgive me – I guess there’s no way we’ll ever find each other again. But I do hope that everything you want in life happens for you. You inspired me, even if you didn’t know it. And I can never forget you.
As I move to this new stage in my life, I have to thank you.
I loved you Ross.
You were always everything I ever needed. And I know I can’t have you. I know I made a huge mistake in letting my mind think for my heart back then.
But I can have what you taught me.
I thank you. I bless You. I love you.
Good by, sweet, sweet heart.
Ross, You are beautiful.
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