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even though i want it so much i shy away from his touch he hesitates pulls back i stiffen maybe he thinks in revulsion but really i'm paralyzed by fear cause what if i'm just another stepping_stone convenient cause i'm right there i.e. 'this is just a random thing; it won't happen again' why not? i don't want to have to hate him for that the quiet hate that boils in my stomach while i smile and laugh cause i don't want anymore 'random things' a phone call when it fits in a thought at the back of his mind a passing_glimpse cause i'm like a sister to him |
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| unhinged |
unyielding kiss_your_lover_goodbye |
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