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| Risen |
Why are these two things so closely interlinked? When I think about you being sorry, of you crawling back on your knees, begging, why is it that I always find things for you to do down there? The part of me that had the top guilt, that was a little too scared to dominate you the way you wanted to be dominated... that part wouldn't have a problem with it any more. That little bit of dark you saw, which you were attracted to, which I hid and painted over, over and over again because even though I can't ever erase the things which created it, you told me it was wrong, bad, unlovable.... That little bit of dark is back, darlin. It's the twinkle in my eyes as they follow a woman with legs like yours walk down the road and I contemplate tying you up and making you say sorry in so many fun ways. But then, is it really a revenge fantasy if you'd enjoy it? |
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