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I gave up my dreams of singing years ago. I thought I would never be able to really do it anymore and I lost my confidence and spent years just singing along with the radio and occasionally running through some lieder or arias when I was bored, but my voice was tight and it frustrated me. Until yesterday.
On a whim, I contacted a friend who is a voice professor and he agreed to give me lessons, which worked out really well. I found out my voice had been trained wrong in the first place. I heard a voice I never even suspected existed in me. I could still do this. I could still find a way to sing my way into opera houses or even just be a soloist for choirs. I could get other degrees (though the cost seems a bit ridiculous). I could do almost anything. The world is still my burrito, even thought I thought my turn was over. Fuck it. I'm still young. My voice is done growing and now I can really get work done on it.
For the first time in years, my dreams aren't dead anymore. For the first time in years, I have something amazing to look forward to.
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