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renouncing_the_ego
dafremen Seemed like a good idea back in the day. But it's a load of horse manure.

The spirit drives and the ego is it's vehicle. Attempt to eradicate the vehicle and it will run you over.

This is a team effort..and occasionally the horse must be let out to run without reins.

(Thank you for the well written armchair analysis, oh temporary_playmate. But you've forgotten something: this is not reality..and only a fool would embrace it as such. You don't know me any more than I know you..regardless of what my occasional fishing expedition might suggest. You only have these words..so schizophrenic..so scattered and unlike anything except perhaps the passing whims of ADD and nicotine_withdrawals. My words...they are nothing.)
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unhinged no way dude
ego is not the vehicle of the spirit
it does everything it can to lead us AWAY FROM our spirit

because when we find our spirit
our ego means nothing
like when we find wings
the ground means nothing


expanding my spirit
beyond the walls of my own heart
is one of the only proven methods
i've known to actually work at
curing what ails me
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