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i finished my last exam today. i will never attend school voluntarily again. now, it feels nothing like anything i expected. it almost feels bad. i am bored and i don't know what to do. for some reason moments like this pass like i am dazed, buzzing, and i'm on remote control, watching and listning with my feet up on the console. over the next few weeks, i will be goint to a book burning party, but i dont expect it to be filled with the euphoria i expected. i hate myself. why can't i just understand what the hell i feel right now. |
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