blather
recurring_dream
rhin
i'm driving on a narrow, curvy, hilly highway. it's not raining, but there is a threat of flooding in the area. i'm afraid but i continue driving because i think that wherever i'm going is somewhere i need to go. i begin to see water rising in the fields and it's getting closer to the road but i think i have time. then i either drive around a bend or over a hill and i have to slam on the brakes because the water is everywhere that i can see. the fear i feel is over-whelming and i twist around to back up but the water has come in behind me as well. it's closing in on me like a drooling monster. i feel like i'm going to pass out and then this is when i always wake-up.

i understand what this dream means to me, but i'm so sick of having it...4 or 5 times already. enough already. i'm working on the problem but it's going to take some damn time. so, am i to continue having this dream until then? why can't i have the recurring barney rubble dream again? at least that one was fun if not a bit of a trip.
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