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roger waters
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cold as a razor blade
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birdmad
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tight as a tourniquet
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nah....!
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dry as a funeral drum
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spider from mars
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one_of_my_turns
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slippery as a suicide slope
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red kisses
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unhinged
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body art
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daxle
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LIVE
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when the cold as a razor blade sensations cant just cut deep enough to slice out the darkness, the aloneness, the fucking torture she puts you through each day
when tight as a tourniquet just isnt enough to snuff you out, you just keep on breathing with ropily hands choking you
when drowning in the deserts as dry as a funeral drum wont still fucking wash you out, little pockets of air find you
when one_of_my_turns sharply around the corner just didnt wipe me out on oily slickery slick slippery slip as a suicide slopes a little further away praying for your demise
red kisses of death ... where the fuck are you when im feeling this insane and fucking ready... bring it on fucker-come on take me, i have just about had as much as i can take
what do you do when scar_gardens have taken over the urban landscapes body art
LIVE is the real self injurers source of pain and suffering, when someone tells you just to live, it might mean ... fuck you mother fucker... suffer suffer & suffer some more
[if i could only find keys, id fucking Explode head, within her most favorite room] [suicidal persons should really not have cases and cases of ammo in the house and two shotguns ... it just is too tempting][i really fucking wish i had the guts to just do it][but i bet i wont & ill just fuck that up too][i have 2 felo de se more creativly than that ... fuck.. cant ever do anything right][i hate this][i hate the way i feel][i hate having no fucking one][NO FUCKING ONE][fucking hate it all]
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daxle
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I guess I should CLARIFY
I wasn't telling anyone to LIVE
because I UNDERSTAND
it was a reference to what I mentioned in blather red, that LIVE is the word I carved into my skin with a razor_fucking_blade
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daXle
the LIVE in my composition
was not a commentary on you
nor your meaning of the word
nor on anybodys elses either
i was simply taking the words
from previous blathes
&
incorporating them into my writing
it presents a challenge & source of
inspiration when im freestyling
with words ... its sort of like
unconscious conscious writings
[i hope i have not offended yOu nor anyone else, please rest assured, it was just a word i was using not anyones meaning] [please forgive me if i have upset you or made you felt misunderstood at all] ;]
[& thank you for eXpressing yourself]
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razor blades
fallin spools
& spur-rows bur-rows
[all caught up in my cuffs & hair]
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lost
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cures my boredom my splitting my skin.
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carne de metal
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they got me more than once...
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