blather
random_whiners
unhinged see the funny thing
is
that i really don't expect you to care
but you know what

fuck you
and you ask me what's wrong with my life
expecting me to actually tell you
that one of the only people i've fallen in love with in a long time
dropped me on my face this semester and just ignored me for a few months
and most of all i told her all this
and all she could say to me was
"i didn't want to call you because i thought you would already have plans to be smoking weed"
that i took old habits
that you started
that i cried myself to sleep too many times

see the funny thing
is
i don't expect you to care
but it still hurts when you
don't

(the pretense show of caring doesn't count you know)
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