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unhinged i didn't do anything today. well, i studied for my communications midterm. i was supposed to have a violin lesson today. i didn't go. he called me and left a message that said "nicole, this is mr. wilcox. it is 11:32. do you know where your violin is? i hope that you are sick or something." i don't think sick is the word. 020305
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little wonder while i was gathering my things for work, i managed to forget a jacket. i am going to freeze my ass off.

my hair is static-y.

i'm leaving in 6 minutes, to go to work, and i'm dreading it for some reason...
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ferret if you have random thoughts on a tuesday, it means someone you know is going to die. call everyone you love and tell them that you care. 030415
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Dafremen Usual response after a car collides with a bus:

"I didn't see him there, he came out of nowhere, officer."

Responses I'd LIKE to hear:

"I see ma'am. You mean that 40 foot long, white bus over there? The 8 foot wide 12 foot tall one over at the bus stop? That's the bus you didn't see ma'am? I see. Are there any drugs, weapons or other dangerous items in the car that I should be aware of, miss?"

or maybe:

"Right oughta nowhere, yes ma'am. Would you have any problem submitting to a breathalyzer test for us today?"

usually it's more like:

"Uh huh, here's yer citation ma'am. Yep that's the date and that's the address you can mail your payment too."

Cops.
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endless desire oh..but it's sunday 031228
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blah-ze it became tuesday six minutes ago, so its ok. good. this has been my dream for the last seven minutes to place a little bit of myself here for people to ignore.

12:06 bugger this nikoto stuff. i am too tired, and anyway, i don't know what the word means. throw away that one.

12:10 fish people are coming.

12:10 hungry. eat.

12:12 no food. drink milk.

12:13 i swore i would never do that again, oh well.

12:13 fish! fish? fish.

12:13 pin the tail on the ugly child, look, everyone, it's a monkey.

12:14 that was really, really lame. and unrealistic. the raised eyebrow was just an overworked cliche... nuff said.

12:15 i worship nuffle.

12:16 cool, mongols.

12:16 i am a sick, sick person.

12:17 i am going to go away for a second to eat.

12:20 out of my mind... be back in five.

12:21 comment at 12:17 was pretty dumb.

12:22 having problems with random thoughts... not random, not thoughtful.

12:22 fish people are coming.

12:22 kill, kill, kill.

12:23 i don't want to go to sleep.

12:23 gazfuzzit is what a yawn though clenched teeth, while humming.

12:24 when you stare deep into the abyss, does not the abyss also stare into you? or did i just think more crap?

12:24 ok, this is boring, i give up.
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