blather
random_soul_whispers
eh her enormous gorgeous hair
is falling
downhere)Sky holds a

comb(
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pete meanings without words 050814
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a quiet sound giving up doesn't always equal not caring 050814
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misstree "i Need,"
it tells me,
and i taste
but don't buy.
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suicidalchinadoll don't misunderstand... 050815
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unhinged giving_up never equals not_caring

giving_up is what you do when you can't care anymore. giving_up is more like letting_go ; and sometimes that is all you can do when you really care.

see:
bobbi
explanations_and_admittance
heart_pang
refracted

but giving_up can be thrown back in your face soulfully sang 'i'm not the one that walked away' like i hadn't been waiting for years. i'm glad she finally got some closure in the situation. not what i was expecting on my first trip to harrisburg . but expectations are known to be cruel and misleading.
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