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narcisstic_grapes fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckityfuck.

bad day.
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nar i hate you, d. with all the intensity of a daughter betrayed, because you saw more in the story than was true; because you showed it around, strutting with pride and importance when you told me you never would; because you lied to me.

i can't trust you again, ever. i can't talk to you again - about her, about myself, about anything at all. there is so much i want to know about her, but you will not be the one i will open up to, because you don't deserve it.

you filthy stinking coward, you liar, you hypocrite. i don't know how you dare to face me, i don't know how i dare to talk to you at all, but i do. it's the easiest way out, behaving like everything is normal. but i hate you, hate you like i hate nothing else.

someday, i hope that you will know what you did, and that you will drown in your guilt. you deserve it.
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narcisstic_grapes that was me, by the way - narcisstic_grapes.

p.s. - i also know your other secret. the one you've wanted to hide from me. but a child always knows. you smoke on the sly, and you lie about it. what could be worse? nothing, apart from losing your child's trust forever.
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narcisstic_grapes how can you love someone and hate them at the same time?

because we are all human, and human, and human.
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