proof_of_life
hsg
designer
jeans
.
holes
at
knees
.
how
much
do
u
have
to
pay
to
make
it
look
like
u
have
the
courage
to
play
?
081104
...
In_Bloom
To
be
able
to
meet
a
direct
gaze
Lines
across
skin
from
smiling
Scars
you
don't
bother
to
hide
Some
things
are
priceless
and
go
nicely
with
scuffed
boots
081104
...
z
progeny
081104
...
Lemon_Soda
So
he
said
to
me
...
"
The
person
who
says
to
themself, '
I
am
fine
.
There
is
no
wrong
in
the
way
I
think
or
do
my
business
.
The
fault
must
be
theirs.'
is
missing
the
fundamental
truth
that
we
must
constantly
seek
to
improve
ourselves
.
That
we
are
human
and
inherently
flawed
compared
to
the
next
step
in
our
personal
evolution
.
There
is
no
stopping
,
no
rest
from
the
constant
changing
of
our
character
.
When
we
try
to
restrict
the
flow
of
our
progression
with
mindframes
of
infallibility
we
allow
our
own
flow
to
be
obstructed
and
grow
stagnate
.
When
we
insist
that
we
are
in
no
way
responsible
for
our
situation
and
how
we
feel
about
it
we
are
left
the
option
of
placing
the
blame
on
some
external
force
or
other
person
,
something
we
cannot
possibley
do
with
any
degree
of
certainty
because
the
only
person
,
place
,
and
thing
we
have
any
right
to
say
we
know
is
ourselves
. Proclaiming
judgement
on
another
does
nothing
but
condemn
ourselves
by
the
same
standard
."
081104
...
z
i
try
not
to
say
: "
i
wanted
to
but
i
couldn't
"
because
i
prefer
to
include
the
entire
context
of
life
in
the
formation
of
my
response
to
events
.
so
: "
i
chose
not
to
because
_________
".
081104
...
hsg
^^^
that
is
so
empowering
:
to
admit
the
cause
of
our
condition
being
a
personal
choice
.
081105
...
()
(
thank
you
.
i
think
so
too
)
081113
...
hsg
eventually
,
we
have
no
choice
but
to
)
admit
that
we
do
have
a
choice
(
081226
...
heros
ego
hic
sum
et
libere scio
et
haec uerba scribo
si
omne
simulacrum
sit
,
id
melius
a
me
esse credam
sic
e
corpore hoc
et
anima hac vivo, beatus
sum
081227
