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Mahayana i NEVER part with my $
im so tight-assed that way
however, i couldnt resist
i havent bought anything in ages

today i am buying $5's worth
of 5 tickets to dream

[sighs] all the non-profits, and charities, and good things i could do with this money, just makes me cry thinking about it, ill work towards these accomplishments anyhow even when i am piss ass poor [ie college student] as i am now :]

hell if i win, we'll have a blather party.

well party like its blathers [1999]
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kss statistics show that you stand a better chance of being accidently killed on your way to buy the tickets than of actually winning the lottery.

just something to think about on your way down to the kwiki-mart.
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Mahayana I'm more than well aware of the "stats" just as most people are[thats why this impulse is so against how i normally think, which im fully embracing, ive found a certain beauty in straying from my old rigidly cemented norm's] thats why i said " to dream " and just as everyone says you have a better chance of being hit by ligthning, a house falling on you, etc etc ... there is another played out expression "somebodys got to win" and its true.

dreaming even when there seems no hope is also something to think about :]
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kss at least pick up a 40 while you're there, so you have something to show for the trip. 030627
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Mahayana Lordly lord lord lord, after the last incident i had, ive sworn off those "special" kind of beverages ... i know i know we all say were gonna do that after an episode of porcelain and Rubbermaid pushing

[but this time i mean it]






really :]

Ill pick up a coke instead, im going to need it tonight.
Computer programming cram session
And im [[[still procrastinating]]]
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