postpartum
daxle
I
feel
like
I
wasn't
really
doing
anything
with
my
life
before
I
had
a
baby
.
Which
is
not
to
say
that
nothing
else
is
important
.
Lots
of
things
are
important
,
and
even
the
small
things
are
life
changing
.
But
nothing
else
is
so
all
encompassing.
Constant
(
though
always
changing
).
Finally
starting
to
understand
the
Buddhist
concept
of
losing
self
/ego.
There
is
no
me
apart
from
you
,
or
you
,
or
that
.
Just
a
temporary
blob
that's
swapping
matter
back
and
forth
slowly
over
time
(
or
quickly
,
over
the
span
of
time
).
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...
unhinged
children
do
that
my
niece
arielle
child_elegance
photographic_memory
my
students
kids
helped
me
learn
the
buddhist
concept
of
right_livelihood
.
i
might
not
make
buckets
of
money
but
my
job
has
changed
my
insides
. (
i
don't
really
know
any
other
clearer
way
to
say
that
)
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...
daxle
I
hear
you
,
about
the
insides
.
Being
around
kids
made
me
want
to
be
kinder
.
First
to
them
,
and
then
to
everyone
else
.
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...
ClairE
Amen
.
I
just
got
back
from
a
week
with
my
friends'
beautiful
kids
and
I
feel
like
I
accomplished
more
in
four
days
than
I
have
with
the
rest
of
my
year
.
I
so
look
forward
to
the
day
when
I
have
one
of
my
own
.
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