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tessa I gave her this song.
I told her it reminded me of us, when our friendship was ending.
She hasn't responded. I wonder if she even listened to it.

She never listens, so I guess its fitting.
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tessa She was wearing a coke shirt. And talking talking talking as usual. Spouting the same self-deceptions, just like she always does.

Can she really believe the things she says? Does she realise no-one around her does?

At what point did she settle for being the person that she is? To what extent is her contentedness just another self-deception?
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