blather
peripheral_vision_quest
hsg staring at one spot,

balanced_observations rip_pulling up_art conclusions

lists_and_tangents associate with every object.

some ultimately simultaneously function in fruitful ways. things interact directly, of_course; that is no secret. but of the sublevels? the richter_scale_for_butterfly_wings? I call it receptive_imagination, the feminine form. a slow smile creeps over my face as_if it weren't expecting it. I feel ambushed by a ray of hope having_stalked_gunnedown self_pity.

too_many_nightmares_have_left_me_fearless

I can't seem to shake this thing.

cold_life is trying to tell me something.

: )I found that( :

the only part of me that dies is the part that thinks it doesn't want to live.

the only thing that can't make sense is wanting_to_not_understand.

I live in the superfluities_of_perception and for the most part i'm dead to you.

the illusion is that only we manipulate objects.
the laws of phunny_fizzics are there creating continuous bliss.
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