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ferna
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ex-boyfriends who will not stop trying to sneak an embrace
well-worn clothes
proud silences
tinny local commercials
people who lose opportunities because they are afraid
a very new thing that breaks easily
a man who gives up on a woman
a woman who dances without feeling
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070311
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unhinged
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it hurts to be at the bottom of your list when i am constantly putting you at the top of mine.
it hurts to feel my hands reaching for you, but to also feel like i shouldn't go the last step and grab you.
i am tired of sleeping on your couch.
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070312
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ferna
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a woman who seeks to cause trouble with her ex-lover
shame so thick it makes one gag
a large house that cannot afford to be heated in the winter
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070319
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TrueMe
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Ex-lovers who won't see themselves, who are so frightened and so afraid of being honest and true and real and clear and taking responsibility and admitting their mistakes. So afraid of being intimate and admitting they aren't nice sometimes.
Pathetic.
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070319
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Ouroboros
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People who cling to the assumption that their world view is the only one and so miss out on the love and sponaneity and flow of this beautiful life that we are all privileged to be witness to, to participate in, to live and create.
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070319
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pink paint
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i might make some money if i'm lucky one of these days... check out the surfer dude!
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070319
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TrueMe
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Yes - people who cling to the assumption that their world view is the one and only are pathetic too.
I see those things in myself and strive to change them.
I am not always successful.
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070319
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pete
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to embrace absolutes without also recognizing that there are no absolutes (but, strangely, we seem to need our boxes to live in, and thus require absolutes) is to live life more like a scared caribou than a human being.
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070319
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sameolme
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Angle of perception, what's your angle?
That I may be only a collection of angles
leads me to fear that I am just a pathetic
thing. There is something fantastic going on. All pathetic perspectives converge on.
.......converge on what?
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070320
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TrueMe
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Not being able to let go of the past until it interfers with the present. Not being able to heal myself for hopes of something changing in the future. Not being able to see the blessing inside the pain.
Guilty as charged.
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070322
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fix
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past is past...
only be in the now.
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070322
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TrueMe
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Sometimes easier said that done.
But I'm working on it.
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070323
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unhinged
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i cried when you left.
i tried very hard not to cry while you slept.
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070323
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stork daddy
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consistently doing more harm than good.
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070323
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unhinged
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no_no
best_gift
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070323
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*Amy*
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realizing I just argued with the only real friend I had. no one to count with. I'm sure it was hard work but I finally did it, I'm officially alone now. It' amazing how much harm can one do to oneself.
realizing I have to convince myself that there's something that interest me, when actually there isn't, at least in this moment...let's pretend it's just a moment that will pass...or not, I don't know if I even care.
realizing that my life as everybody see it, as I show it, is a lie, I'm alone and empty, I don't know if I can still feel and I don't even want to cut my wrist to prove it.
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070324
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*Amy*
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realizing that anguish doesn't goes away after having 10 cigarrettes
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070324
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VERY PISSED OFF
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i officially hate most of my friends now.
oh well i can always make new ones... if they can't be arsed to talk or fucking listen to me.
i have a fucking migrane..
don't make judgements ...
aSsuming that i am lazy and don't want to find a fucking job.... !
HUH THANKS - LIKE I NEED YOUR HELP !
why the fucking hell would i lie to you about having a migrane for two weeks a month for 3 years?
hah? can you tell me?
why are you giving me drugs then?
PISS OFF .
pony is always there for me he has a beautiful soul.
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070324
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ferna
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dirty hair
bitten fingernails
unsent letters
elaborate presents
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070405
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ever dumbening
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me
right now
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070405
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story of eau
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me + tonight.
kinda.
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070405
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ferna
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the sound of a glutton scraping the bottom of a bowl
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