pastoral_passage
unhinged
i
wish
it
was
like
that
story
noah
.
i'm
sure
it
doesn't
have
as
much
to
do
with
me
as
i
would
like
to
think
,
but
every
piece
of
fiction
has
some
small
amount
of
truth
.
i
picked
up
my
copy
of
the
drunk
franciscan
that
you
gave
me
and
read
it
and
almost
cried
.
because
that's
the
way
things
are
supposed
to
be
;
at
least
that's
the
way
things
are
in
my
head
.
and
i
heard
so
many
echoes
of
myself
in
that
story
.
it
was
like
we
were
sitting
at
our
old
lookout
at
the
grand_canyon
with
grandfathers
and
pork
chops
and
applesauce
and
all
your
silly
little
references
to
having
sex
with
me
.
if
only
real
life
was
as
beautiful
as
your
stories
.
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...
ClairE
Wordsworth
and
all
these
romantics
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...
unhinged
nc:my
friends
that
remember
my
writing
from
the
beginning
looked
at
pastoral
passage
and
wondered
what
the
hell
I
was
doing
me
:
why
?
nc:
because
it
was
so
disfigured
before
,
like
totally
in
incorrect
english
,
like
an
insane
mess
without
any
romance
whatsoever
and
for
me
to
do
something
that
made
sense
and
had
romance
in
it
was
something
they
couldn't
comprehend
.
someone
even
called
it
fake
ouch
ouch
ouch
heart_pang
i
guess
that's
the
closest
i'll
ever
know
if
it
was
ever
about
me
.
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