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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge PASTE:
... you were ,,, are one of the few only important people in my life ...
there seriously wouldnt have been anything that i wouldnt have done for you
... even facing my worst fears i would have done if asked by you ... maybe
this will all be easier on you ... if i just say to you that i love you ...
and i love you how id love an angel if i came upon one & i think i had...
on
some dusty rural road ... with the most pure and uttmost respectable intent
... nothing lusty ... nothing dirty nor cheap ... just loving ... what i
see
with my soul from within you ...not with my eyes ... never with my eyes had
i
seen you linda ... just my soul ...
when i think of you and how you have been hurt by people ... and i realize
how i want to change all that in your life for you ... i think of
comforting
you ... just to take the pain away ... i think of ... holding you and just
listening to you talk if that is what you needed ... i have never thought
of
you in any unpure fashion it has been about uplifting your soul ... i
wanted
to show you that i could love you ... in the right way ... so maybe i did
have feelings for you and maybe i do ... and againts all better judgements
&
i am still trying to ignore those feelings ... but for what its worth i
want
to say i have never wanted nor thought of kissing you, i never thought of
your body in any fashion ... i never thought of you sexually at all ..
never
... the most i have ever thought of you was in these terms ... i did feel a
certain romanticness for you ... but in the sense that i only wanted to see
you, hear you, and make you smile ... i wanted to treat you with respect
...
i wanted to be someone so special to you .... for you to feel loved ... a
love that was more than a friend but less than a lover ... i wanted to take
you to special places in my life and world and have you see life through my
eyes ... the reservation ... special places i went alone to think at
....through lil artistic adventures ... but maybe i was wrong for doing and
wanting this ... i dont know .. but it didnt feel wrong ...

JUSTIFICATIONS:
[*lol* its kindda blushing 2 paste the first step of an email, 1st: for content, 2nd: infuze with emotion, 3rd: spell check, 4th: re-read for content, 5th: re-read again add changes if necc. 6th: spell check again, 7th: recycle steps 4-6 if OCD Pillz were not taken 8th: done... perhaps]

APOLLO-G's:
translated & decoded paragraph above: Apollo-G's 4 the boring trite
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paste! wow, thanks 011216
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cube never underestimate the power of hypnosis when couched in Acid Mentality.

to all and sundry, don't forget to wear those cereal box Paste! Decoder Glasses or you too could end up a convert - never to be clearly understood again
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ever dumbening thaaaanks, cube. *sarcastically*

it's too late. why wasn't i told to wear my PDG's earlier.

the result? ----)) are_you_black_or_white
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paste! umm, cube a.k.a. king clarity (or queen dense)...do you need a snack or something? you seem boring. 011216
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Toxic_Kisses THE
most romantic beautiful love letter I've ever read.

I'm not ready to love or be loved yet, but if that day ever comes I want it to be like this...
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