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jane your song stuck in my head
as i try to ride away
from the city

reality hits me as i realize
i_am_here
this_is_happening

i have all the freedom in the world
& no one to share it with

i might as well be awful & poor
on a train to anywhere

it sounds relieving
but really it's just lonely
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jane last night my heart
sank through my stomach
through my legs & feet
through my toes
& into the earth
the only place that can handle that kind of
rejection
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jane what am i even writing about? 030909
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jane i swim in oceans of misfortune
& misunderstanding
waiting...
waiting for someone to take me away

yeah, right.

[you've got to take yourself away]
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jane i still can't get your song out of my head.
that & space oddity.
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