parting_ways
unhinged
jesus
unhinged_in_seattle
is
becoming
more
real
by
the
day
,
the
hour
,
the
minute
.
my
stomach
and
my
heart
are
starting
to
feel
the
affects.
i
told
work
and
have
started
to
tell
my
students
and
their
parents
;
there
were
many
small
girls
crying
yesterday
when
i
told
them
i
was
leaving
.
even
one
of
my
adult
student
got
tears
in
her
eyes
. (
the
thought
of
it
just
brought
a
serious
rush
of
tears
to
my
eyes
)
i
realized
yesterday
how
much
my
students
appreciated
me
even
if
the
ownership
didn't
.
that
i
was
doing
good
work
that
was
positively impacting peoples'
lives
.
and
i
wish
i
would
have
kept
better
sight
of
that
when
aspects
of
my
work
were
overwhelming
me
.
several
young
girls
crying
and
asking
'
why
are
you
leaving
?'
and
i
felt
so
selfish
.
but
upon
a
little
further
reflection
,
sometimes
i
have
to
take
care
of
myself
and
make
myself
happy
.
i
devote
so
much
of
my
self
and
life
to
making
others
happy
that
i
forget
that
taking
care
of
myself
is
legitimate.
(
how
do
you
explain
to
a
child
that
stress
and
anger
have
made
your
life
unmanageable
in
some
ways
?)
he
is
already
flinging
it
at
me
too
.
the
'
if
you
cared
you
wouldn't
leave'
guilt
trip
.
i
agree
;
it
is
a
cruel
cosmic
joke
that
we
stumbled
upon
each_other
now
two
months
before
i
am
moving
thousands
of
miles
away
.
so
fucking
cruel
that
i
am
already
severely
broken_hearted
over
it
and
i
find
myself
crying
when
i
am
alone
more
often
than
not
.
i
have
never
been
good
with
ending
,
changing
,
leaving
.
i
think
maybe
this
time
might
be
easier
in
some
ways
since
i'm
older
and
maybe
wiser
,
but
this
is
a
situation
that
has
always
hurt
my
heart
.
only
compounded
by
the
tears
of
little
girls
and
brown
knights
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a
change
of
location
is
just_what_the_doctor_ordered
for
me
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different_perspective
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...
Raina
this
day
will
come
soon
and
I
will
let
out
an
eardrum
piercing
shriek
when
it
does
.
so
long
overdue
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you
got
to
dictate
the
terms
for
everything
else
i
get
to
dictate
the
ending
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