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palm make my face into that which you see.


paint my heart black.

i don't wanna feel no more...
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phil I'd paint stars on your black chest 050221
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palm my eyes are dry.

i cry still.
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mon uow sky cries window people dashing cars
catching reflections cement makes machine paper spills fill
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mon uow and money spits hungry honey poems 050222
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mon uow and moon catches mountain moving stars 050222
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mon uow then silence oh but no noise 050222
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mon uow wait i've got a plan 050222
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mon uow scream me into sense 050222
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- I want to be whatever it is I want to be. The problem is I have nothing to emulate. I want to make up some inside my head and then become them...I Waant to paint myself until I'm who I want to be, but who is that anyway?



Maybe like Spinke from Cowboy Bebop. Now there's a cool guy...


But how could I emulate an anime character? Besides he'd never be in the situations I'm in...his are just so much more exciting.
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